Emptiness

A Very Strong Feeling Of Deja Vu...
As I Start To Write This Posting...
A Feeling Of Emptiness Engulfed Me...
Asking Myself What Is Life All About...
Can't Really Express How I Feel...
God Help Me...

Sorry....

Let Me Apologise....
I'm Sorry If I Hurt You...
I'm Sorry If I Shouted At You...
I'm Sorry If I Can't Say Sorry To You...
I'm Just Sorry For What I Did...
I'm Sorry For Myself If You Don't Forgive Me...

Filling The Void...

Staring At The Piece Of White Paper...
Pondering On Nothing...
With A Pen In My Hand...
Cigarette In My Mouth...

Feeling The Void...
In The Darkest Shade Of Grey...
Things Are Going As Planned...
But Something Is Still Amissed...

The Scar That She Left In Me...
Is Still As Fresh As The Roses...
Have To Let Go...
Start Filling The Void...

Soul Searching...

Can I act like an angel
If I live like a jerk
Can I keep on disguising
Can I make believe
That I don't deceive

Dirty money in the left hand
While the preachers shaking my right hand
They made me a winner
They made me a sinner
I don't know what to do

When I'm riding on top of
The wave of success
Will I lose my devotion
Will I fail to see
What I used to be

Rape Of A Nation

The Mother Of All Conspiracy...
Running Out Of Ideas Of Growth...
Tearing Down The Wall Of Defense...
Allowing The Aliens To Be In...

Sick In The Stomach...
Seeing These Skunks On My Land...
A Cleansing Is Very Much Needed...
I Will Take The Lead...

Left Hand of God-Bhemoth

Patridge to Roc

A Fledgling Soon Grows To Be A Mighty Bird.
It Then Flies To Height Other Birds Could Not Attain...
All Good Things Will Come Naturally...
Everything Happen For A Reason...
A Dramatic Positive Change Is Around The Corner...
Keep The Faith...
Allow Life To Unfold Itself To You...